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I'm attracted to your Weirdly Handsome face. Keep smiling, please, because your ugly, rodent teeth keeps me from crushing on you further. I wonder how your dick smells like? And are you doing sit ups now? I ask you this, in my head, on account of I can't help but notice how tight your fine, fine ass has become, how pronounced, how it shouts from that pair of straight guy jeans you're wearing. It wakes me wonder how your forward thrust is like. And yes, how's your day going so far, you Weirdly Handsome darling? Did you sleep well?
Let's get this out of the way. I hardly give a, well, a fuck as to what you call those butt work outs. Homo, please. The details and inner workings of your Cruising First, Fitness Last way of life are dead to me. Your jargon have gone the way of disco. I know how you prefer dicks with biceps and a six pack, and ripped things you put in your mouth are of no interest to me. I don't give a protein-enriched shit. I call it as I see it, and I see a Weirdly Handsome Man's ass with spectacular tightness.
I was watching him walk in slow motion, for that's how he registers, and I imagine my vision buffered a bit since Weirdly Handsome here is standing next to me now. Weirdly Handsome borrowed my mirror, eeek, and he stood next to me, eeek, so he can fix his hair. This goes to show that God loves the gays, too. And His Providence is standing next to me, fixing his hair, eeek. He is far more ravishing up close, his fair skin luminous, his steely Shogun eyes looking down at my mirror while his long, slender fingers were grooming his hair until it is in perfect disorder. He's as slim as a cigarette, and his cheekbones are orgasmic. There were three pimple marks on his left cheek, one below his ear. He's been biting the nails on his right hand.
I once attended a writing workshop, and My Mistress taught us that you don't have to describe everything. I will apologize now, Your Brilliance, but I will hazard a trespass. I am crushing on his Weirdly Handsome Face, and this is making me choke my sentences with adjectives. I heard somewhere that this flowery habit is borderline criminal, as far as writing goes, but hey. Let me help myself some more now, and I will rehabilitate myself later on.
I am in awe of his Weirdly Handsome features, from his steely, Shogun eyes to his fine, tight ass and the lanky frame these gifts belong to. Have I mentioned that I'm pushing 36 this August, Dearly Beloved? And I'm still crushing on Weirdly Handsome here? How fucking tough luck lame is that? But I am crushing in secret, apparently, because the Object's awareness undoes the enchantment. And I want to sustain this strangle hold on my inner (fan) girl for as long as I can. Listen here, Dearly Beloved. I will be turning 36 this August. I've been fiercely independent for more than a decade now. I have smashed a rat's head with a hammer until I'm satisfied that it is dead. I have a right armful of tattoos, and my left one will no longer have visible skin by May this year. I braved my departure from my ten year job with hardly a sigh. And I'm still crushing on some Weirdly Handsome guy at this God Damned age.
How fucking tough luck lame is that.
Meanwhile, Weirdly Handsome's hair wax makes him smell minty old. As in pensioner old, or adult diapers old, or dried piss on brown slacks old, or Juan Ponce Enrile old and why isn't he dead yet. He's always been a delight to my eyes, this Weirdly Handsome guy who thanked me for the mirror with a flash of his rodent teeth. Meanwhile, I had no idea that he will be a pungent felony to my nose. This goes to show that God loves the gays, too. Thank you Lord. Now if he can flash those rodent teeth some more, please. I will be pushing 36 this August, and I can't keep on crushing on you no more.
I was going to ask if this is fiction, but then it's you so it probably doesn't matter.
ReplyDeleteI was also going to point out that 36 doesn't seem old but I don't want to say any more because I feel like I'm starting to sound like a jerk. Sorry.
You know what, Pat, I feel like you're throwing me something that's approaching a compliment. So catch this. It's something that's approaching thanks.
DeleteI was surrounded by people half my age when I wrote that some glacial periods ago. I figured it out. I have decided to shed most of their company, you know, isolate myself from their influence. I am beginning to feel somewhat lonely, or is it lonesome, presently, but I am confident that I will be all the more God Damned Fiercer when this episode passes.
I've never known how other Third Worlds feel like. So I have elected to give it a go and be just as poor in Another Third World. I want it to be memorable, you know, on account of it will be the first time. Most first times are supposed to be remarkable. I wanted to walk in the Cambodian Killing Fields, maybe soak in some of that insufferable mystery, but Bangkok sounds curious with you in it. I'll do it next year. All this yarn about good behavior in a lady guard environment is troublesome, but I am committing to it. Huwag lang akong magkaka-syota.
I'll see you.
Why the hell not? You're young. One of the reasons (in my book, at least) that Pretty Young Things were given insanely beautiful faces are for crushing syndromes and what-nots. So crush away, my good man.
ReplyDeleteAs a sidenote, 36 is young. Please don't discount yourself too much. (Kasi 38 is.... ancient. AYAW.)
Your darling words, Erik, your encouraging words of good faith give my heart violent orgasms. I can not thank you enough. That is not possible.
DeleteJust give it some time, and you'll find out that most Pretty Young Things become Haggard Unemployed Bums by and by. Which is why I have decided to isolate myself from their, yeah, their influence and be with fierce people my age. It feels lonesome now, but we'll get there somehow because I may or I may not be telling the truth.
My compliments, meanwhile, pour from my flaccid heart. Thank you.
Ay ayaw. Tama yan, allergy sa bums. Yes. To fierceness!
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